Coming Down Home Stretch and Other News

Worlds is rapidly approaching while I seem terminally stuck in migraine-land. My headaches are firing every other day, in some form or another. I'm trying hard to stay focused on the task at hand (get my programs as good as they are going to get), without completely stressing myself out. As I said to Coach the other day about the spin in my technical program, "It will be what it will be on performance day." That's true for everything in skating, I believe. You can prepare all you want, but at the final moment-of-truth, you are only as good as what happens that day.

I know that Coach feels the programs are at performance level because we only do one or two run throughs during my lesson. That's a sure sign that she believes one has reached a point of diminishing returns. The 'drilling' aspect is over; now it's up to me (and my ice angel) to 'Git her done' (as a former boss used to say) on competition day.

I tried on my competition dresses again. I've decided to wear a different dress for my technical program because the blue one is just too long for a freestyle program. Fortunately, I have a red dress that I bought when I was going to Nationals with a pairs program. It fits even better now that I am down to my all-time-low playing weight (this is not intentional, BTW). The blue dress is too much dress for a free skate performance; it hides too much of the leg line to have a positive impact. Funny that I should even consider such a thing, but one has to pay attention to the details. The dress for my dramatic program is still perfect, thank goodness. I now have two dresses to chose from for the dance competition; I can either use the dress we're using for the ensemble number (without the over-skirt) or the blue dress, the length of which is perfect for dance. I'm certainly not worried about not having the right costumes.

Yesterday was the last session the ensemble group had with Jill Shipstad. It was rather sad to see this lovely lady leave us, but at some point, the mother bird must kick the babies out of the nest. It is up to us - with Coach J's guidance - to take the ice and pull it together. Jill did a great job putting the program together and coaching us over the last few weeks. And the idea of using our over-layer skirts as props was brilliant. It's fun to work with them and adds tremendously to the program. What we need now is major league finishing, like making sure our lines are straight and our arm positions are consistent. I feel very comfortable with the program at this point, since I replaced the right 3-turn with a left Mohawk, as did others. Frankly, I'm not sure we'll come in first, but I think we'll do a nice job and have fun.

I've been hard at work practicing my toe loop for the jump-and-spin competition. I can execute it correctly off-ice, but the minute I try it on the ice, I revert to my old bad habits. Total bummer. I'm pretty sure I can fix this by Worlds, however.

Tomorrow is ice dance day with my pro-partner, Chris. I can't wait! I was hoping to dance with him twice this week, but had a migraine on one of the days and had to cancel, then I had to spend $50.00 on practice ice in San Jose, which left me busted for skating expenditures for the week. This competition has become quite costly so thank goodness it is my last.

Lest anyone think I am no longer quilting, I figured out why I've slowed down my activities in this arena. First, the floral quilt I'm working on is just too simple. I never thought I would say this, but it is true; it just isn't challenging for me. Second, this is also an expensive hobby; so I needed to stop spending money on fabric, quilting, etc. I've set today aside to finish the floral piece and start a more interesting quilt top. And, Saturday is the next Block-of-the-Month at Cabin Fever, which I am really looking forward to. Kathy S. is a great teacher and I will get to see two of my quilting buddies there, which is always a plus.

My volunteer House Manager duties at the Magic Circle Theatre in Roseville have been fun. The newest musical is "My Fair Lady," which is my favorite show of all times. The production is fantastic and very professional. There is such talent in the community and nearly everyone participates on a volunteer basis (this, of course, includes all the actors). My mentor tells me I'm doing a great job; I'm not so sure about that. There are many details to being a House Manager, particularly at the large theatre that holds nearly 600 patrons. My first experience at that theatre had an audience of about 250, which was a manageable size. I've already been called and asked to house manage this weekend. Ah, show biz!

Dear Husband has continued to be very patient and supportive of all my activities, particularly all the prep for Worlds. I suspect he will be quite happy when the competition is over and he can have his wife back. He truly has been a saint, coming home to take care of me when my headaches strike, not asking me how much I'm spending on Worlds, etc. But, even I must say, "Enough is enough." I need to get back to taking care of my family which is my primary purpose in my retirement.

For you blog followers who wrote asking why I hadn't posted for a while, thank you for taking time to read my missives. I know they are very detailed and I do so appreciate your interest in my various adventures.

Onward we go!

"Dancing Through Life"

At last, Pro Partner and I connected to dance together! I admit to some degree of nervousness since it had been years since we'd danced together. I give him very high marks for excellent instruction, patience, and great humor. It's always nice when you are working with a partner to have lots of laughter.

We first tackled the Hickory Hoedown as this is one of the dances we are competing in at Worlds. One pattern - then stop. Never a good sign. With great diplomacy and sensitivity, Chris corrected some of my bad (and they are bad) habits. I tend to flatten the chassis at the opening of the dancing, and use too much of my body for the drop-three the end pattern. He wants to see a t-position for the feet in the drop-three, as this sets one up nicely for the following back edge. These were the two most significant issues. Others were minor, which really surprised me. Chris gives good clues about where I should be looking ("Look right into my eyes now," or "Look at the top of my head") to make head positions more dance-like.

Moved on to the Willow Waltz., I thought the dance was pretty good, as I passed my USFS test with Coach P last October at the ice dance weekend in San Jose. Now I'm not so sure. Major fixes were in dance hold, with a change in arm position. My thumb must go right into his armpit, with pressure from the palm (not fingers) on his shoulder. Pressure on the right hand should be on palms, not my "break-the-fingers" death grip. And, for pity sakes, can I not stop dropping my elbows so my arms look like chicken wings? This really needs attention.

It was a great time dancing with Chris. And, yes, it IS much different dancing with a male partner than my female coach, who has always been such a good sport to dance with me in the absence of a male dance partner. We agreed to get together again (TBD) two or three times before Worlds to continue working on the dances and to tackle the Ten Fox, which I still need to pass to move out of this dang Bronze level. It's getting quite boring now to be here!

Of course, my experience with Chris confirmed (again) how much I love dance and miss it. Must, must, must get serious about it while I am preparing for Worlds, to lay the groundwork for getting back into it in a big way post-Worlds.

Now I have to figure out what dress I am going to wear to compete in dance at Worlds. Think I will use the blue and white one I'm using for my technical program, as the skirt is dance-length. Don't fret, Dear Husband, I am NOT buying another dress for these tests. Light bulb idea: I can wear the dress we are using for the ensemble number. Great idea as it has a very nice length skirt and is very pretty and feminine.

Won't skate again until Tuesday, when I will turn attention back to FS programs. After my dance experience with Chris, my level of anxiety has diminished even more. I am truly looking forward to going to Worlds! Hooray!

Onward we go!

Did This Really Happened? Yep!

Another great skating day! It began with ensemble practice. Because I missed last Friday practice because of a migraine, I was behind the 8-ball to catch up with the rest of the group. This wasn't too difficult. I'm doing fine, even though I cringe at the right three-turn at what seems like break-neck speed. We had a 1 hour on-ice and 45 minute off-ice session. We appear to be steadily improving. One of our members brought our dresses which are very nice. Lots of nude sheer illusion (the entire back and part of the side). "Underpinnings" for these dresses will be a challenge.

At 3:30, I worked with Jill S on my dramatic program. We chatted for a bit then got down to it. I told her what Coach had said yesterday about my 'Passion' program. Was I setting her up? Probably, but not in a devious way. I wanted her to know that I had incorporated what we talked about and had improved.

There were a number of strong, young skaters on the ice, so skating around them was difficult. I skated the program and even before I got up from my ending pose, Jill was clapping. Was she just being nice, I wondered? Another coach whom I know was standing next to Jill. I skated up to Jill who said, "I don't know how I can help you. That was great." The other coach went on at length (yes, I was embarrassed by this) about how I was the 'miracle' skater (so 'NOT,' IMO) and asked if Jill knew about what had happened to me. Thank goodness Jill jumped in and said that she did, but the other coach continued. When she left, Jill said that she did notice that the beatific look was there, but not constant throughout the program. Need to work on this. In my defense, I really had to concentrate on avoiding the others on the ice, so this may explain some lapses in looking appropriately emotional.

I then told Jill about some 'problem' areas for me and she gave me some great solutions, like really pulling the rib cage upward to get up from the lunge to go into the arabesque. This worked perfectly the first time I tried it. Made the exit from the lunge so much easier. We also worked on making the toe loop higher. Again, her tip worked the first time. I was really jazzed at this point. Finally, after it felt like we were out of things to work on in the program (was this possible?), I told her about the troubles I was having with the right three-turn in the ensemble program. Drilled a new entrance into the turn for me and I am feeling more confident now. Will have to keep working hard on this. She confirmed that I was doing well as a member of the group. Sigh of relief!

I finally feel that I have reached the point where I can skate my dramatic program at 'performance' quality (for my level, as my best skating buddy would note). I still have 5 weeks until Worlds, so I can continue to improve and now turn my focus to my technical program, which I know needs more finishing. I can skate the program well, but not consistently at the level I want.

Dear Husband is getting antsy for the home decorating project to be over, so I have to better monitor the pace of our painter and keep him moving. He is in his 'artist' phase now, but did put up the textured ceiling wallpaper in the bath next to my quilting room. It looks fantastic, like Tuscan ceiling tiles. Dear Husband is on vacation next week and wants everything ship-shape; he is tired of the chaos, poor guy. I can't say that I blame him either.

Onward . . . with a small measure of happiness.

Worth the Wait

Yesterday was lesson day. I had every intention of getting to the rink in plenty of time to warm-up before my lesson, but the fellow who was cleaning our outdoor tile cut himself on our fireplace grate. As a result, I ended up taking care of his cut and encouraging him to go to the ER. He is a firefighter/paramedic and insisted he was o.k, but I was worried that the wound was deep and he would be outside in the near degree 100 temps. That said, after this drama, I headed to Skatetown.

While getting my skates on, I talked with a friend who is also competing in one of my categories at Worlds. She said she might scratch some of her events because she is having real physical problems. She is a lovely skater and funny, lively person. We are doing a "Jump and Spin" tandem competition (she is doing the spinning, believe me), that I am looking forward to. She also skates in the ensemble group.

After working on dance (including the Hickory Hoedown, a dance I love and feel confident doing) for about 20 minutes, Coach announced it was time to do my programs. "Oh darn," - thought I could avoid that and only work on dance. Wasn't going to happen, which I knew in advance. I skated my dramatic program first. Coach didn't say much, but noticed that I had left out my back spiral. Ah duh! What a ninny I am! But she commented she thought the program was better without the back spiral (which was "fine, but not good" as she noted). After this, I skated my technical program pretty well, with the exception of an insipid spin that barely made the required 6 revolutions.

Then, I got the big lecture from Coach. The entire gist was that I needed to skate with more emotion and look less stern. I know she is on target, but I concentrate so much when I skate, that this is my biggest challenge. She went on at some length about this and drove her point home in a direct, but caring manner. We then worked on back spins (coming along slowly). Just before the session was over, I suggested that since we had changed my dramatic program by eliminating the back spiral that I skate it once more, which I did.

Now to explain the title of this post. After finishing my last dramatic run-through, Coach skated up to me and said, "Awesome! That was awesome." I realized that I had waited 11 years to hear this about a program I skated. I nearly jumped off the ice I was so excited to receive this from her. So what was different? I adopted a beatific look on my face that I think reflects the entire feeling of the "Passion" music. I could feel it right down to my blades. I wasn't thinking about the elements; I was listening to the music and enjoying it. Perhaps it wasn't skated perfectly (I think I shortened the big lunge in prayer position a bit), but it was skated with emotion. And, apparently, Coach liked this based on her comment afterwards.

So the "art form" will be to reproduce this at Worlds. I think I can do it if I just "let go and let God," as the expression goes. I am skating this program to His glory and must keep this in mind.

The Worlds schedule has been released. I skate on Tuesday (dramatic), Thursday (technical) and Friday (dance, ensemble, jump and spin). After yesterday, I am finally truly excited about Worlds. Today, I will skate my dramatic program for Jill S and hope to do as well today as I did for Coach yesterday.

So as not to ignore my quilting activities, I am still working on my floral lap quilt. With all our home decorating activities, it's been hard to quilt lacking any degree of peace and quiet. Tomorrow, I am taking the entire day and quilting, despite the chaos surrounding me, particularly right across from the bath adjacent to my quilting room. I want to finish this quilt soon.

Do you know the way to San Jose? Onward we go!

The Cat is Out of the Bag Now

Yesterday was a skating day. Let's get the bad news out of the way; I had to skate on the public session. I have become such an ice snob that I forgot was it was like to maneuver around teenage girls who act like they are the only people at the rink. It's difficult to execute a program under these conditions, although most of my skating friends seem to manage far better than I. In light of these little fireflies flitting about clueless as to others, I spent a good bit of time at the boards practicing my back spin. My skating friend, Nancy, was at the session also and showed me a way that one very good skater got into his BS; left inside edge, then right inside edge into the spin. I tried this approach. It worked pretty well. I was really excited to get three or four spins with three full revolutions and nice push out, without holding onto the boards. That said, when Coach came up for my lesson, I could not repeat this, of course. And the car always works fine when you take it to the shop, right? Same principle.

When we were just starting the lesson in earnest, Coach asked me about my migraines and how I felt. She had heard (I think) from Jill S. that I left the rink last Friday as soon as I arrived. Then she asked if I was stressed about going to Worlds and did I think this was causing an increase in the headaches. Bingo, the moment of truth had arrived. I said - in a voice that probably was heard in New York - "Of course I am stressed about going to Worlds! There is no coincidence that the frequency of my headaches increased nearly immediately after I committed to competing again." She was genuinely concerned and asked what she could do to help me with this. I replied, "Nothing. This is just who I am. I need to work through this myself." One of the Coach's qualities that I love is her deep concern for her skaters.

The entire lesson was spent on programs. Three run-throughs of "Passion" and two of my technical program. Made a few tweaks to "Passion" including removing the hydroblade element and replacing it with an undercut spiral (a true ISI element, which Coach thought might play well with the judges). After these we spent some time working on more spins (not back spins, however). Still awful. Why can't I do this when I had it nailed for my test 4 weeks ago? My Lord, this is so frustrating.

Toward the end of the lesson, Coach provided her feedback on the programs as skated in my lesson. She said I am getting more speed, more flow across the ice, and am expressing the music much better. This is all positive as Worlds is only a few weeks away now.

On Friday morning, I meet up with my dance partner (a pro from another rink in Vacaville) who will be my partner for the dance competition at Worlds. This will be the first time we have danced together in years. I'm excited about having the opportunity to practice with him. He is a terrific ice dancer and knows me very well, as he took me through my very first ice dance test so long ago.

Onward we go to San Jose. Only 5 weeks and counting.

OMG, "It's not perfect!" but It Sure is Sweet

Well, how I managed to cut every piece of the Cabin Fever first block-of-the-month correctly, but ended up with the bottom portion being a full 1/4" larger than the top is beyond me! As you can see from this picture, the design is very cute. I overcame my OCD need to match all the lines in the plaid (this was a HUGE accomplishment) when I looked at the picture in the book that showed a sample block in plaid. Guess what? The lines didn't meet. This gave me permission to just "go with the flow" and not worry about that aspect of the block.

I called Kathy S at Cabin Fever after I had made my block to ask whether the 12" requirement was finished (in the quilt) or trimmed. Glad I did. I was getting ready to trim mine to 12" which would be exactly the wrong thing to do. Kathy told me not to trim any of my blocks until they are all completed. She also said that Patrice - another lovely CF employee/quilting expert - wanted to know if I had fun making the block. I think my reputation as a total perfectionist is firmly entrenched at the shop!

Truth be told, I did have fun making this block. But, today I will rip out one seam to see if I can correct my little problem. I'm confident I can fix this with no problem. And, the good news is that my first block is completed. Yay.

Will work on my floral lap quilt today. Our painter is back to start on the guest bath adjacent to my quilting room. I'll just close the door, put on some music, and enjoy sewing. Ah, the awesome power of quilting.

An Unexpected Glimpse at the Skating World

Yesterday was volunteer day for me. I was a runner at a big competition at our local rink. My best skating buddy was there and she showed me the ropes of this activity. The entire process is very official and procedure-driven. The runners take the judges' scoring sheets to the accounting room, then distribute the results sheets to various locations, including posting the final results. While I wasn't running, I certainly did get my share of walking, including going up a flight of steps to the sacred accounting room.

Being a runner was an interesting and fun activity because you get a glimpse "behind the scenes" of a competition. In particular, this competition involved the new international scoring system. Not only were there "6.0" judges, there were also technical specialists judging the elements of the skaters. It was fascinating. Think Olympics on a microcosm and you get the idea. At any one time, there were 10 judges watching the skaters.

The best part of the day was spending so much time with my skating buddy. It was wonderful commenting on the individual skaters, from "Pixie" to Senior Ladies. Some of the competitors were skaters whom we have seen grow up over the years. In particular, two skaters at the Junior Ladies level participated and performed beautifully. At the risk of sounding long in the tooth, I remember these young ladies when they were 7 years old and now they are grown up and truly gifted skaters.

My friend commented that being at a competition like this makes you appreciate how difficult it is to become an elite skater. There were many skaters who were excellent, but it's likely (although I don't know) that maybe one of these - or perhaps none - are going to make it to the Olympics. As good as some of them were (and believe me, there was real talent out on the ice), it takes something beyond exceptional to succeed in this sport.

While watching the Senior Ladies, Rudy Galindo was standing next to me. I was surprised at how small in stature he is. Short and thin. His sister is a coach and had at least one student who was competing, which is perhaps why he was there. Or, he was also coaching some of the participants. As I left, I turned to him and said, "I miss seeing you skate. You are fantastic." He just smiled (I'm sure he gets this all the time), a little sadly I noticed. When I told Dear Husband about this, he said, "Doesn't a guy like him have better things to do than be at a competition at a local rink on a Sunday?" I thought a lot about this. I bet he doesn't, which is sad indeed. This is a sport that chews people up and spits them out, I fear, when their time is over. For Rudy, I think his time was when he came out of the closet. I would suspect his career - and life - changed after that. He was one of my favorite skaters and I truly miss watching him skate. To learn more about Rudy, go to http://www.rudy-galindo.com.

Is This Progress?

On Saturday, I attended the Block-of-the-Month session at Cabin Fever Quilt Shoppe in Auburn. I was actually surprised at the number of people there. This is obviously a popular activity for quilters.

Kathy Sanchez, from whom I have taken classes and who is a great instructor, was teaching the class. There is a book that has 50 wonderful blocks all made from squares and rectangles. There is even one block with an ice skate design. Much potential here.

I was a little nervous as I drove up to Auburn. But, I was pleasantly relieved that once Kathy explained how to make the block, I felt confident that I would be able to make it. Having noted this, I suspect that the drill is to start with the easier blocks and increase the complexity each month (for 9 months).

I am going to make my block this week and am looking forward to doing it. Could this be quilting progress or just beginner's luck? I prefer to think of it as progress, even if it's a baby step.

As I worked on my floral lap quilt, I noticed that my long seams are getting much straighter. I had to strip-sew black and white sections together (5" x WOF) to sub-cut into smaller pieces. When I pressed the completed section, I was happy to see how straight the seams were. YAY! Now this is progress for certain.

I am thinking about a new sewing machine. YIKES. I suggested to Dear Husband that this would be a good Christmas present. I like the Janome brand, but think I need to upgrade. My little "Gold" has served me well and is very easy to transport to classes, but I would like a machine with more functionality. I bet this happens to all new quilters, right?

Migraine Madness, Friendship, Quilting and Training

Yesterday, I got another migraine This was the third one this week. As a result, I didn't get my lesson with Jill S nor participate in the ensemble practice. Total bummer.

I did get to spend some time talking with my best skating buddy about how I'm feeling about my skating right now and the possible link between preparing for Worlds and an increase in headache activity. As my husband says, "It's not about the stress, Karen, it's about your need to be perfect." He is right. As always, my friend gave me great advice which I will certainly try to follow.

Today, I'm going to Cabin Fever for the new Block-of-the-Month session. I'm excited about participating in this activity, although the blocks are above my quilting skill level. Nonetheless, it will be a good learning experience for me.

I'm working on a floral lap quilt right now that is looking very pretty. I decided I would give it to Jill S as a "thank you" for her help in preparing me for Worlds. She reminds me of a beautiful garden, so cheerful and lovely. I do hope she will like it.

On the training front, Dear Husband is completely putting me to shame. He is out on the road every day by 6:00 am without fail. Once he puts his mind to it, he can do anything. This is an example of this quality. He has incorporated more jogging into his training routine, so I'm thinking we'll be able to do the half-marathon by October with little trouble ("Ha!" - we'll see about that). I'm so proud of his progress and dedication. As for my training, it's been walking the dogs around our loop. I really must pick up my pace and distance!

Tomorrow I volunteer at a big competition at the rink. I'm a "runner" who brings the judges' scores to the accountants. My skating buddy is also working the same shift, which will make it fun. And there is the added benefit of being able to watch the skaters perform. Should be fun.

That's it for now. Onward.

Graciousness and Speaking One's Truth

Sometimes something that appears very insignificant at the time can have great significance later. So it was last Friday during my lesson with Jill Shipstad. But first, I must express my gratitude for the opportunity to talk with my best skating buddy, although it was for only a short period of time. We were like school girls talking about some hunk on the football team. All giddy and worked up about an opinion we share. The conversation took me back to days when it seemed that nothing was wrong in the world. So unlike the world's condition now. I cherish the time we spent chatting and missed saying good-bye to her when she left the rink.

Before Jill and I started working together, I said to her, "There is something I need you to know about me. There are very few moments when I am on the ice when I'm not terrified. I think this isn't uncommon for people who have had a serious skating accident, but I just needed you to know that." She replied, "I'm 65 (sidebar: this is unbelievable; she looks 45 at most) and there are times when I'm on the ice that I'm afraid." What a gracious, kind, and sensitive response it was. This totally confirmed my opinion of her. She is off-the-charts amazing in so many ways. The conversation continued as I told her that I had no illusions about my skating ability. I noted, "My goal for Worlds is to look like a confident FS2 skater. I'm not out there thinking I look like Michelle Kwan!" She said she appreciated knowing this, as it would help her to support me in achieving this goal. It's a wonderful characteristic that Jill possesses. It's called graciousness. I wish more people in the world had this quality. The ability to make a person feel valued despite, in this case, the level of one's skating is indeed something splendid. And she has it in spades. Along these lines, I read a wonderful quote the other day: "Try to look pretty as much as possible, try to be nice always, but be gracious even if it kills you." What fantastic advice indeed.

After this self-revealing conversation, we got down to work. I showed Jill the changes to the program, in particular the new lunge in prayer position. She liked it very much. She also told me something that I think is so valuable for my skating; to wit, "You need to sink into the ice. Some people say 'bend,' but I prefer to think of it as sinking." Then she demonstrated the difference - and there truly is. I understand exactly what she is communicating and will attempt this sinking every time I skate. I am going to think of the ice coming up to me, as I sink lower into it. This image works much better for me than "bend your knees." Note to self: Don't forget this. Not only does it make one safer on the ice by stabilizing the body, it also improves the visual effect.

And, thank goodness Jill returned for ensemble practice. We actually got something accomplished last Friday. Hooray! The program is starting to shape up, but we've only got six more weeks to go and a lot of work. We actually seemed to be working as a group, rather than seven individual skaters, which of course is the end game. I love this music and even suggested some hand positions that we adopted - I refer to them as "mystery hands," because they suggest some element of mysteriousness and a mild sense of seduction (in a positive way). We have reached the part when the music tempo shifts, so I suggested we include some Irish step dancing. I think Jill liked this idea, but we'll see this Friday at practice. And, I am glad to say that with Jill's return, there was no political game-playing among some of the group's members.

A nasty, over-the-top migraine prevented me from skating yesterday, but I have my lesson today, which I am looking forward to. I'm contemplating a light entertainment program either to Donna Summer's "Hot Stuff" or "Reviewing the Situation" from 'Oliver!' This program would just be for fun, not for competition purposes. Feel like doing something silly. I miss dance tremendously and today hope to do some during my lesson. I can't spend every single lesson working on these programs for Worlds.

Onward we go into the fray!

Lesson and Less Than . . .

I wish I could write that I made good progress on my programs during my lesson today. Alas, progress was less than I had expected and wished for.

Upon arriving at the rink, I saw that a friend of mine, whom I haven't seen for what seems like a year, was skating. She is a retired physician and a charming, multi-faceted woman. She has strong opinions on just about everything, which is one of the reasons I like her. She also loves to chat, which resulted in our talking for the first 20 minutes of the FS session. Shame on me for wasting expensive ice time. Fortunately, the session was 90 minutes, so I had 60 minutes left to skate. Five minutes after taking the ice, it was lesson time. No real warm-up at all.

Coach and I jumped into my programs. First, my technical program, which was alright, but my spin has totally, utterly, completely fled the jurisdiction. How can you drill for a test, achieve the skill enough to pass, then it vanishes? I don't understand this at all. Some of the program elements are improving (the dance step sequence), some are just "fine." I did get one "Beautiful" from Coach on my change-edge spiral. Well, at least that's something.

Then, we moved to my dramatic program. The first run-through was the worst ever. I can't explain why either. It just didn't come together. We spent 10 minutes on the skills in the program, then I took another stab at it. Coach said it was the best she had seen me skate this program. Go figure. From one end of the skating spectrum to the other in just a few minutes. I am not pleased with the way I skate this program. While I love the music, I haven't perfected the skills yet to put my heart into it, thus I'm not skating with the expression I wish to convey. I wonder if I am going to be there by Worlds.

Coach is quite open to some program changes. We replaced the salchow with a toe loop (her idea). Works much better. The best change is the ending position - it's now a back lunge, which I really like. This change makes the ending even more dramatic than it was already.

I am looking forward to working with Jill Shipstad this Friday. Hope that she likes what Coach and I changed in my "Passion" program. And, that I can perform decently for her! So glad she'll be back to work with the ensemble group also. We must get rid of the politics among some group members. I thought when I retired from corporate America I would leave that behind. Doesn't look that way!

Spent the day at home today due to our redecorating project. Today was the last day the painter was here and he was installing a Tuscan mural (wallpaper). I wanted to make certain it was properly positioned on the wall. The room and adjacent bath turned out beautifully. We went from teddy bears, white tigers, zebras and giraffes to a room that looks like something out of a Tuscan villa. It truly is spectacular, although Dear Husband - who uses this room as his napping venue - is mourning the demise of his little animal friends. We've lived in this house for nearly four years with the wallpaper the previous owners had for their 3-year old son. Enough was enough! I'm so glad that he likes the new decor. He did go on for some time about how lovely it turned out. So, even though he will miss feeling like he is at the zoo, he'll have a tranquil setting for some power weekend napping!

I cut fabric for a new quilt today, which was very rejuvenating. I'm looking forward to starting work on this piece. Yes, it is contemporary, but it's a lovely floral motif and should be beautiful. It's a gift for a friend, so it's very special for me to work on. Also added the sleeve to "The Hills of Tuscany," which was an anniversary present for Dear Husband. We will hang it in our family room this weekend.

Friday is another big skating day. Am really looking forward to it and to seeing my best skating buddy! Onward.

My Heart Just Wasn't In It

In Remembrance: My Friend, Andrei Podell, 1971 - 2008

I hoped going to the free motion class yesterday would help me process the news of my friend, Andrei's, passing. It didn't. I was distracted all day, didn't hear half of what the instructor said.

I could not stop thinking about Andrei and all the intense, philosophical conversations we had, his wonderful sense of humor, his great insights about business and people. He was one of the most intelligent, caring, and sensitive human beings I've known. 

Circumstances resulted in a less than positive free motion quilting experience. That said, the instructor, Jill Schumacher, was excellent. I did appreciate learning more about the subject. It is clear to me that this aspect of quilting is not one that I will pursue. Better leave it to those more qualified and interested in it. I was very impressed with the work of other students in the class, most of whom were experienced quilters. Everyone showed up with beautiful Ohio Star blocks; I was pleased that mine was not a complete disaster. 

By the end of the day, I was emotionally spent and glad to go home. When I arrived, our painter who is working on our guest bedroom redecorating was still at it, so I had to wait until he left to attempt a decompression. It didn't come easily. 

When I checked e-mail, I received a post from Andrei's girlfriend, with details about his death. I was relieved to hear from her. I hope she is healing. She is going to train for the Nike SF Marathon through Team in Training, which is a positive activity for her. If you are reading this Melissa, I'm here to support you every step of the way. 

I am looking forward to the power of the ice to transport me to another place. I have a lesson at 11:00 am. All-in-all, yesterday was a tough day. I will never forget you, Andrei, and will hold you up in my prayers. 

A Terrible Reminder of Life's Fragility

I learned late last night of the death of a young man with whom I had worked. He passed away in August 2008, but I learned of his death when I tried to find him via Goggle. This man was almost 37, full of life, and a joy to be around. I am stunned and saddened that such an extraordinary human being is no longer of this world. 

As I thought about him, I recalled that when he called me last spring, I was in my car on my way to visit my father in the hospital and my cell battery was down to nothing. I told him I would return his call. I didn't. Now, I am left feeling so much grief that I didn't contact him. Now there is no opportunity for that.

This news serves as a reminder that life is indeed so fragile. Dear Readers, knowing this, please do the following today:

1. Make the most of this day, whatever that might look like for you.

2. Make contact with someone you know that you haven't been in touch with. You may never get the chance to do it later.

3. Tell someone that you love them - unconditionally, with an unbridled sense of emotion. 

4. Be good to yourself. Do something physical for your own health. Keep those promises you have made about making time for you. Trite, but true, there is no time like the present.

To you, dear Andrei, I can only hope that you are resting in a wonderful place as full of life and energy as you were. I will miss you forever, my friend. 

"One Block, Very Dangerous": Part 2

Here is what the fuss was all about - one blasted Ohio Star block (click on image for detail). This pic proves that I did my homework like a dutiful student and can walk with pride into the classroom tomorrow knowing I followed directions and completed the prep work! 

The block is rather nice and would make a lovely small wall hanging or pillow, but because it is for practice purposes, I doubt that the result will be anything I will want to use.

To my purist quilting friends and mentors, please check out my nearly perfect points on the star. I hope you are duly impressed with my progress. Of course, this block took about 4 hours to make when all is said and done. Glad I'm not making an entire quilt from this pattern. I'd be working on it from my grave.

Packing up for tomorrow's class. I still don't know how to lower the feed dogs (it's not in the Janome manual), but I'm certain the instructor will know. Details to follow after class.

"One Block, Very Dangerous"

I have now spent what seems like hours doing homework for the free motion quilting class I am taking tomorrow. Specifically, we need to prepare one block of an Ohio Star pattern. At the time of this writing, I have ripped out seams 5 times. This is why I don't like quilts with little pieces. It's much easier to deal with long seams, big rectangles or squares. My aversion to small pieces is also why I am out of practice and had so much trouble making this block. It's ridiculous. Mind you, this is for a class; I doubt that I will do anything with the block once it is completed. But, my OCD kicks in and I have to make it perfect. Hence, "One Block, Very Dangerous," which is a take-off on one of my favorite lines from "The Usual Suspects." 

Around 9:30 pm last night, Dear Husband abandoned me while we were watching a great old action movie and he went to bed. I retired to my quilting room, committed to finishing this seemingly never-ending block before going to bed. An hour later and three more times taking out seams, I ran out of bobbin thread and called it a night. I haven't even opened the door to my quilting room for fear that during the night, my unfinished quilts came alive, ganged up on my one unfinished Ohio Star block, and demolished it. EEK! 

On top of this, the supply list for this class reads like an encyclopedia. Does one really need all of these things for free-motion quilting? Be that as it may, I am nearly done with my block (but there are many opportunities to tear out more seams, I'm sure), I have cut out my 6-fourteen inch squares with companion batting and backing, I have drawn the lines on four of the six squares (as directed by the instructor) and when I figure out how to lower the feed dogs on my Janome, I will be ready to take on the world of free motion quilting. 

One skating note: BIG "Congrats" to my skating buddy, Susan, who on Saturday passed her Silver level ice dances! She is officially a pre-Gold skater. I'm so proud of her! I still haven't passed my Ten Fox in the absence of 3 judges to test with in Roseville. I am not traveling all the way to the Bay Area for a test, so I am stuck in Bronze land for a while longer, I suppose. It's been so long since I have done any dancing that I probably can't pass the dang dance anyway. 

Finally, neither Dear Husband nor I suffered any damage as a result of our monster walk/run yesterday. Hooray. He is a little sore, but I am not at all. By 7:30 am, he had already done his hill walk and taken the doggies out for their walk. Makes me feel like a real slacker. Off to get out there on the road and jog for 30 minutes, even though I hear sounds coming from my quilting room that like the Ohio script. Onward. 

Progress Today

Dear Husband and I completed 90 minutes of fast walking/jogging. While we didn't make it the full two hours we had hoped we could, it felt great. When we finished, we treated ourselves to a light breakfast at our favorite little coffee venue, The Flower Farm Nursery, in Loomis. 

We are darn proud of ourselves (and tired), but also realize we have a long way to go in training to make it 4 hours. YIKES!  

Off to quilt. I've earned it. Dear Husband is already napping! 

Mission Accomplished, Skating Chaos, and The Big Walk

Irina, you would be proud! I set off for the rink today on a mission. I was going to find a solution to the problematic part of my dramatic program - back perimeter crossovers that didn't make sense, that I couldn't pull off with any aplomb, and that I just don't like. Period, end of sentence.

With the help of my best skating buddy, we came up with a great element: a long lunge down the ice with my hands in a prayer position (very appropriate for "The Passion of the Christ" music). My friend has this wonderful *signature* lunge that I have always loved in her programs. It's very dramatic and impactful. She pulls this off in a way that nearly makes me cry whenever I see it. I have always wanted to use this element, but considered it her property, as it were. Yes, there is something about skating and ownership of certain elements that defies logic and reasonableness in the non-skating world. 

When we started talking about a possible solution, the lunge move was ideal. My friend was very supportive of my using this in the program and, in fact, came up with the entire element, hand position and all. Bless her heart. There was absolutely no sense of "You can't use this because it's mine" (not that I expected there would be; she just is not like that in any way). 

Once decided and tested to make certain I could do this, next step was to convince Coach. No problem here. She loved the change and is fully supportive of it. So, "Mission accomplished!" on this front.

Now, the chaos part. Without Jill Shipstad at the session today, the ensemble practice was total pandemonium. How can 5 adults create so much chaos on the ice? A power struggle ensued, frustration ran rampant, whilst I watched, thinking all the while, "Why did I ever agree to be part of this group?" We were missing three members out of the Band of Seven, so it was difficult at best to practice. After 30 minutes, I was rescued by Coach to finish my lesson. Thank goodness. Hopefully, when Jill S. returns next week, these shenanigans will be gone and we will get something positive done. 

Today is a training day for Dear Husband and me. We're going to undertake what we think will be a 7-8 mile walk. Should be out for about two hours. I've been up since 4:15 am, when Merlin let a huge bark rip that nearly knocked me out of bed. Didn't want my better half to be awakened, so I got up, fed the dogs (yes, at that early hour), and now they are outside barking their heads off at 6:20 am, waking up the rest of the neighborhood. They really do need training! I will write tomorrow about our walk.

Monday is an "Introduction to Free Motion Quilting" class at Cabin Fever. I must complete the considerable homework before then, like figuring out how to lower the feed dogs on my machine and making an Ohio Star block. Lots of work, as well as cutting out binding for the Japanese Puzzle quilt. I feel overwhelmed by all this quilting stuff right now. 

As a side-note, I will try to remember to add a picture of a skater (as I have to this post) to future posts so a reader will know immediately when the primary subject is skating instead of quilting. This way, if one isn't interested in my skating adventures, you will know right away. 

Onward we go. 

The Big Skate

It's a "big skate" day today. I'll be meeting my skating buddy for the 9:30 am FS session. She and I are going to work on some changes to my "Passion" program that I'm thinking about making. I am grateful that she has the skill and willingness to help me out. These ideas may be completely hair-brained, but if they are, she will let me know. The benefit of having someone who skates and is totally honest with me. 

There is a section of the program that I have never really liked, despite the fact that I insisted that we include what are supposed to be big, dramatic back perimeter crossovers. They just look silly to me and I still cannot coordinate the arms with the feet. So - when in doubt - replace an element with something else; or, in the alternative, learn how to do it. I'm into the replacement mode right now.

Have a lesson at 10:30 with Coach, then ensemble practice at 12:00. Jill S. won't be there today, so the seven of us are left to our own devices and collective memories to skate what's been done on the program thus far. Should be interesting (and funny) to see what happens. 

BTW, if you are wondering if the above picture is me, "Ah duh!" It's Irina. If you don't know who she is, you're not a skating addict. Think Olympics, think Russian, think magnificent skater. Enough hints already? If you still don't know, Google her. If nothing else, I think you can find out who she has - or is currently - dating. Certainly important in the overall scheme of things. 

Off to the rink! Ta, ta. 

New Record for Sleep

So there I was leaving for my skating lesson yesterday. Boom! Migraine hit out of nowhere. I was excited about going to the rink and practicing the changes that Jill S. suggested for my dramatic program and working with Coach. Pounded down some migraine meds (which did nothing, truth be told), called Coach to let her know I wouldn't be at my lesson, rang my sister-in-law and asked if she could come down to take care of the doggies, and went to bed - for a total of 20 hours. I believe this could be a new record for me. Today, I feel like I was run over by a truck, but did take the pups out before it gets too hot. 

These headaches get in the way of my life. I had planned on quilting yesterday, in addition to skating. That didn't happen. So, I'm keeping all my fingers and toes crossed that I am fine today and will have the chance to finish my Shadow Box quilt. 

Will skate on Friday, with a lesson with Coach and ensemble practice. Skating once a week doesn't cut it when you have a competition coming up. Bummer. Oh well, "Onward."

Off and Running!

Today, Dear Husband and I began our *official* training for the Corelogic Cowtown Marathon which is held in Sacramento. He has been walking for the last two weeks at 6:00 am before work. As a morning person, this is great for him. I'm so impressed with his commitment to his health. 

Today, we combined power walking and jogging. This is the first time Dear Husband has jogged in years. He did wonderfully! We were out for a total of 65 minutes. We have until October 4 to get into shape for the event. Yesterday, I encountered my next door neighbor, a woman who is not only a monster runner, but told me that she is doing a triathlon next weekend. OMG, she really inspires me. 

An added benefit to this training is that it is great for my skating. I really need to build more stamina, so after I skate a 1 min 39 second program I don't need CPR!

Our exercise was *fab* today, but the best part is time together. We have different interests, so it is great to work toward a goal together. It was great fun today. 

Next weekend, we'll expand our training to include more mileage and time. As of today, I feel confident that we could fast walk/jog for two hours. But, I'm aiming to complete the half marathon, so we'll have to build up to 4+ hours. It is time together, fresh air and exercise. What's not to like right?

On the quilting front, I made excellent progress on my Shadow Box quilt. Here is a pic of the pattern (but I used different fabrics).

The windows (the long rectangles) appear to be floating, surrounded by the frames. The pattern is easy and fun to make. I am so enjoying working on it.

For the first time in my life, I have three quilts that need to be finished (e.g., binding, borders). Never thought this would happen. 

Yes, I am addicted to this craft. Is there a 12-step program for quilters? 

Today I'm doing a bit of shopping (not for fabric) and then home to work on the quilt. Would like to get the sashing done today and the borders cut and perhaps started. 

It's been a lovely holiday weekend for us. Hope it's likewise for any readers and their families.  

Block Exchange and New Perspective on Yesterday's Skate

Now I'm really in trouble! I agreed to participate in a block exchange to make a Christmas quilt. EEK! I'm looking forward to this, but many of the participants are exceptional, very experienced quilters. Here I am - a "confident beginner" - making blocks that they will use in their quilts. This is enough to make my hair fall out (which I really can't afford to have happen at my *advanced* age.)

I am also doing the Block-of-the-Month at Cabin Fever. This is going to be a real challenge, too. If I don't get better doing this and the block exchange I guess I never will, right?

After spending a nearly sleepless night going over my skating performance yesterday - and getting advice from my best skating buddy - I feel better today because I have come up with a partial solution to my problem; I won't skate my programs (if I can avoid it) in front of people who may be less than supportive of my efforts. This was part of the problem yesterday. And, the fact that at the very last moment, I switched one element for another, which started the downhill slide toward the end of the program. Lesson learned! I look forward to getting back on the ice next week and continuing to work on programs for Worlds. 

Thank you to all our veterans - living and those who have died (including you, Dad, O'Bie and Gary K) - for your service to our country and for our freedom. We are eternally in your debt.

Some Days Are Just Not That Great

. . . and the day I spent at the rink today was one of them. I feel pretty deflated and frustrated. I worked with Jill for 30 minutes on some basics. Didn't even skate my dramatic program until the last 5 minutes of the lesson. With the changes Jill made to the program that I haven't absorbed yet, it was a terrible run-through. Just terrible. I was mortified that anyone was even watching. The silence from Jill and Coach was positively deafening. Never a good sign. Even elements that I do well (like a back spiral) disappeared totally. Thank God my change edge spiral didn't abandon me; this is the only good thing I can say. 

My friend, Susan, was very kind to me afterwards and gave me the old pep talk, which I sincerely appreciated. But, I can't help but wonder if once again I have tarnished my love of the sport by agreeing to compete at Worlds. 

I can only hope that the two more months of practice will produce something much different from what I put on the ice today. 

Kathy, this one's for you!

I just spent two glorious days at Cabin Fever Quilt Shoppe in Auburn taking a Shadowbox quilt pattern class. Kathy Sanchez - quilter and instructor extraordinaire - taught the class. Unlike the Japanese Puzzle class which I felt was beyond my skill level (I don't think it is now, BTW), this class was perfect for me. The best part was that the class size was small, so the personal attention from Kathy was ideal. She is such a patient, supportive, and excellent instructor that it is always a pleasure to be in her presence and learn from her. 

At one point, two other women (I think one or both may be Cabin Fever instructors) came into the classroom, sat down and chatted. Kathy apologized later for the noise and said, "It's like 'Cheers' for quilters." I realized this was the perfect description of Cabin Fever, which is one of the things that adds to its charm.

The store has become a haven of sorts for me. Each time I go, I come away with a feeling of peace and of being restored. The added benefit of taking a class from Kathy is that you also learn so much and create a wonderful piece; in this case, a Shadowbox quilt that is beautiful. I used all batik fabrics and they came together very well. I will definitely make more of this pattern because it is contemporary, stylish, and has so many options.

I also got to pick up my finished Japanese Puzzle quilt. All I can say is "Wow!" Kathy did an extraordinary job of adding the flying geese and borders. Shari Bahr did the quilting, which is exquisite. I couldn't be happier. All I have to do is bind it and add a sleeve for hanging. Dear Husband really likes it, which of course makes me very happy!

Next class: Introduction to Machine Quilting taught by Jill Schumacher at Cabin Fever. Then, I get to take another class from Kathy at the end of June. Can't wait.

Will post pictures of the Japanese Puzzle and Shadowbox quilts when they are completed.

Onward we go to more adventures in quilting. 

Working with a Real Celeb!

Last Friday, Jill Shipstad was at our local rink, Skatetown in Roseville, CA, to work with skaters on their programs and to develop an adult ensemble number for ISI Worlds. 

I had the distinct pleasure of working with her during which time she made changes to my "Passion of the Christ" program that are so simple and yet incredibly impactful. 

Jill, whose father founded the Shipstads and Johnson Ice Follies, is a wonderful, gracious woman. She is down-to-earth, lovely (inside and out) and explains things in a way that you can instantly understand and apply them. For example, when doing a Mohawk, use your arms in a ballet way to emphasize that this is more than just a way to turn around. I did it the first time and "Presto!", not only was the move easier, it was elegant. 

She really *gets* my emotion for this program and her suggestions were great. I will skate today and put them into practice. Have another session with her this Friday to finish the work on "Passion" as we didn't get all the way through it. Can't wait!

I could not resist posting this picture of Jill some years ago when she was skating with the Follies. Believe me, she is just as beautiful and adorable now as she was then. It was truly an honor to work with her, although I was very nervous. When I first skated my program for Jill to see, Coach told me I was "over-trying." She was right, I know. Once Coach left and Jill and I were working together, I relaxed a bit, but couldn't help but think that she is used to working with very high level young skaters and that I was completely out of my league. That said, I loved every minute of being with her and listening to her suggestions. She never once made me feel that I wasn't up to her standards or that I was just an adult skater trying to eek out some measure of performance. She is one-in-a-million. 

As I am wont to observe, "Onward!" 

To The Nines: A Judy Sisernos Design (Doggie Not Included)

Today I finished a lovely Asian version of a Judy Sisneros design called "To the Nines." While I included it in my gallery on the right, I just had to post this picture too for two reasons. First, my adorable dog, Merlin, really wanted to get in the act when we were taking the picture. Second, this allows you to click on the picture and see the gorgeous detail in the Asian fabric. I haven't figured out how to do this when I post pictures in the gallery. 

I believe this piece is my best work yet. I am finally truly pleased with the outcome of my efforts. While the design is not difficult to make, it does take some time. Although Judy's book suggests you can finish it in a day, count me out in that department. I spent considerable hours making this. There isn't a seam that doesn't match perfectly - at long last! And the quilt is nearly perfectly square. "Yes, Virginia, there is a quilting Santa Clause," who happened to appear for me in May instead of December. 

Because this is a gift for a friend who has been to China many times, I am very pleased it turned out so well.

This week I have a two-day class at Cabin Fever in Auburn on the Shadow Box pattern. I purchased spectacular batiks for this class. Kathy Sanchez is teaching the workshop, so I am really looking forward to this. Also, I will pick up my Japanese puzzle quilt on Wednesday. Thanks for Kathy's work on the finishing, I know it will be an extraordinary quilt for our home. 

More tomorrow about skating and my latest athletic challenge - training to walk the Cowtown Marathon in October in Sacramento!

Yet Another Prop

Lesson today was all about programs for Worlds. I made the mistake of bringing a black scarf/shawl thinking that it might be cool for my dramatic program. At the last minute, I decided that it would be too distracting to skate with. Coach saw it and loved it! So, guess what? Now we are adding this scarf as another prop for this program. We worked on the use of it during the lesson; during post-lesson practice, I continued to work with it. It does look very dramatic when I do the change-edge spiral move, but it's a challenge for some of the other elements. Coach is confident that we can make this work and really wants me to use this. Serves me right for bringing it to begin with! 

One of my skating friends who is quite knowledgeable about ISI told me that you cannot, under these rules, use props in an artistic program, so I will stay in the dramatic spotlight category as I now have two props.

Good lesson today, but like preparing for any competition, this is all one works on for months, so there wasn't anything new. However, after my lesson, I worked on loops and flips and see some improvement, albeit very small. 

Many skaters are preparing for Worlds. There are 150 participants from Skatetown, which seems a great turnout. Coach said we will start working on the ensemble number this week. I'm glad, because we have 2 1/2 months to put this together and get it ready for competition. We are cutting it pretty close for my taste.

Will spend the rest of the day quilting. I need the relaxation of being in a quiet space right now, working on beautiful fabric. Ahhhhhhh.

Last dress for Worlds; I PROMISE, Dear Husband

I couldn't resist buying this dress for my technical program for Worlds. I have dreamed about making my own dress, but realized that I don't have the talent nor inclination for clothing construction. This one is just so stunning that I HAD to have it. Thank you, Dear Husband, for being such a good sport and supportive "Skating Dad" for me. I promise, this is the last dress!

This dress comes from the same eBay seller as my black and white dress for "Passion." I had long sleeves added to this one too. Can't wait to receive it. 

Dress and Skate Update

The dress for my dramatic program arrived and it is GORGEOUS! With the addition of the sleeves, it is absolutely perfect for my "Passion of the Christ" program. I was hesitant to purchase this, but am so glad I did. I am taking it to the rink today to show Coach and my best skating buddy to get their 'final' approval, but am certain they will both like it very much. I am thinking of buying another dress from this same eBay seller for my technical program. It is every bit as lovely as this black and white one.

Yesterday, Coach mentioned that she thought my "Passion" program is actually more of an artistic program than dramatic. Now she wants me to use a prop to further convey the interpretation of the music. As I have never done this before, it's going to be a challenge - learning to skate around it but using it for its intended purpose - but I'm up for it. At first I was concerned about doing this, but the more I thought about it, the better I liked the concept. Yet another opportunity to learn something new in my skating.

Finally received comments yesterday from Coach that she could feel the emotion when I skated "Passion" at the end of my lesson. At long last! Now that the elements are set in my mind, I am able to think less about "what's next" and focus more on emoting. Still have 2+ months to work more on this before Worlds, but they will fly by so I really need to increase my practice time. Must skate 3 times a week between now and the end of July. Onward!

An Unexpected Moment of Gratitude, then Singing Reality

Arriving at my voice lesson (during which I could hardly sing my throat still being sore) yesterday, I saw - above the piano - the 'Music Madness' quilt I made for my instructor. Seeing this took me by surprise because it means so much to him that he hung in a place where all his students and others who visit his studio can see it.

He went on at length about how much this gift means to him and that he sometimes sits and just looks at it, finding so many different things about it. For example, he told me, the fabric featuring names of classical composers doesn't just include one or two, but a number. He also told me that many people had commented on its artistry. In particular, one of his adult students - a quilter herself - told him how much work had gone into making it. She mentioned that she would not have used the fabric for the binding I had, but when he told her that I used it because it reflected his fondness for Mardi Gras colors used in his guest bathroom, she looked at that room and understood. 

I felt so good hearing him talk about the quilt. From my perspective, it's not a 'great' quilt; I'm not sure it's even a good one, but he loves it and that's what matters to me. He said he would cherish it always, which nearly made me cry. 

Now the reality noted in the headline. After this talk about the quilt, he told me that I will definitely be performing at the June recital. I'm to sing "Show Me" from 'My Fair Lady,' which I have been working on for a couple of months between headaches and the virus I have. As a back-up, I'm to learn the theme from "Titantic" in case, as he said, "Mr. Migraine strikes and you have to miss some lessons." He seems to think that this song is easier than "Show Me." Really? Doesn't feel that way to me. So, I have one month to prepare for this recital, after not singing one note for the past two weeks. Better crank up the old practice schedule, as I am certain that Dear Husband will attend this performance, as "My Fair Lady" is his favorite musical. I must do a far better job than I did at my first recital (shudder to even recall that experience).

It's a shame (not really) that a fabric/crafts store is directly in my path home from voice lessons. Yesterday, I was just stopping to snag one *50%* off fabric. That's all I was going to buy. Saw this spectacular Asian red, gold and black fan pattern fabric. I had to have it. Then, I decided I needed to buy 8 companion fabrics also, so I could make a "To the Nines" quilt. $50.00 later I was on my way home, feeling a little guilty, but excited about the prospect of making another Asian-theme piece. I am now officially addicted to Asian fabrics. Who would have thought?

Skating lesson today. Certainly hope I do better than last week, which was a complete, utter disaster. 

Skating Costume, 'Worlds' Events and Migraine Update

The two skating dresses I ordered from China have shipped. I purchased them on e-Bay and cannot wait to receive them. The prices were unbelievably reasonable, but $25.00 for shipping really irks me. The seller has a 100% satisfaction guarantee so hopefully everything will work out.  Here is a picture of the dress I ordered for my "Passion of the Christ" program for ISI Worlds. I had black wrist length sleeves added because I don't like skating sleeveless. I get too cold, even for a short period of time on the ice. And, unlike my best skating buddy who lifts weights, I don't have great looking arms; mine look more like chicken legs. Ugh. 

Before my lesson this week, Coach asked me if I wanted to participate in the 'ensemble' program (involves 7 skaters) at Worlds. I was a member of our synchro team for one season and did enjoy skating in a group. I didn't know if I really wanted to do this, but agreed because I want to support the rink as much as possible. I think it will be fun and another former member of the synchro team is going to participate also, so this should help. She and I went to Lake Placid Adult Skating Camp a few years ago and had a blast. But, this is final; no more events at Worlds, no matter what! I've invested as much as I can in this competition and this doesn't include the costs for the hotel room and meals. EEK! Dear Husband, don't pass out at this news. 

These migraines are most annoying and disruptive to quilting and skating. One on Monday and again yesterday. The weather here is changing - rain expected this weekend - and I am convinced that the shift in the barometric pressure affects my headaches. 

Only got 45 minutes of skating in this week and I can't skate today due to my migraine 'hangover' (the effect of the medications the next day). I am praying for a headache-free day so I can finish cutting out fabric (using my great slotted ruler) for next quilt.