Just when you think you are making progress, life hands you a little reminder like "Hey, don't get full of yourself. You are, after all, just a novice quilter." And so it is for me.
The weekend Japanese Puzzle workshop at Cabin Fever Quilt Shoppe in Auburn, CA was full of surprises, frustrations, insights, humor and an endless amount of food. Day 1 of the class was Friday night. EEK! I left totally deflated and near hysteria. Oh, did I mention this hobby is supposed to be fun? Got home around 9:30 pm and spent the next three hours on the Web trying to find a Japanese Puzzle pattern I could copy and take to class the next day. Didn't want my better half to know I was doing this (he would have thought I was crazy), so I was in my sewing room huddled on my couch, bent over my laptop, looking like I should have been wearing a green eye shade.
I finally gave up the search and decided to design my own pattern because my attempt at the design wall in class was dismal. No, it was more than dismal. Pathetic is a better word for it. Everyone else was doing a fab job, of course and getting lots of comments from other participants and the instructor. At one point, I look at what was supposed to be the sky part of my mountain design and realized that my clouds were upside down. There was no way to fix the problem as the diamond shapes had already been cut. When the instructor asked me if I liked the sky the way I had designed it, I replied, "Clouds don't grow upside down like that!" Joke, right? Don't think she appreciated my self-deprecating humor.
So there I am looking like a waif in a snowstorm, bent over my computer, using Word (thanks Bill G for developing this application, which came in handy and actually worked properly for once!), doing the cut-and-paste thing to create diamonds, using the fill function to color and pattern them. This process took about 90 minutes, so now it's really late and I am completely frustrated and actually thinking that I won't return to class. But, then there's my friend who is taking the class also. I don't want to just not show up. How rude would that be? So I print my little 4th-grader design, pack up my extra stash (maybe having more fabric will solve my design problem), and decide to tackle the problem on Saturday.
In retrospect, I realize this is all part of the creative process. When I got to class on Saturday, I immediately removed the sky pieces that I didn't like and just started moving pieces around using my home-made, amateur pattern as something of a guide (it certainly didn't qualify as a real design, that's for sure). Voila! I stand back and look at the design wall. I can actually see what are supposed to be mountain peaks, but at this point, everything is disconnected so it's rather difficult to envision the complete picture. But the concept of the design is there. Maybe there is hope for me?
In the meantime, my friend is creating the most spectacular puzzle from her Asian fabrics. It's absolutely stunning beyond belief. I just love it and wish I had done something similar to this, rather than tackle a landscape. But, this is part of the dynamic learning process.
All-in-all, the class was an absolute blast! How one could go from frustration on Friday night to something near elation two days later is beyond me, but that's what happened. I'm trying to dissect the experience but I am still taking it all in. I do know the following:
1. Having a supportive, kind buddy who is a great quilter made a huge difference. Not only did she help me with my design,her presence was reassuring to me.
2. There IS something to the "quilting bee" concept. Sometimes all you could hear was the sound of sewing machines, but at other times, there was lively conversation, and it wasn't all about quilting. There was definitely an energy in the room that was unique to this experience of being with women who had an individual goal, but somehow shared a collective goal. Every one of the participants was so kind to me. It was great fun being with them and enjoying this hobby together.
3. I learned to trust the process. Our instructor kept telling us just to take it one step at a time and trust the process. She was absolutely right. I need to learn more patience in this art form.
4. Lighten up! At one point, I said to the instructor, "I'm clearly the most inept person in the room." She replied, "Don't be so hard on yourself, Karen. You are a very nice quilter." I really took her words to heart. I think that's what I am right now - "a nice quilter." Not a great quilter, not even a good quilter. But I can make pieces that look "nice" and enjoy the creative process.
5. Having a good instructor is essential. Ours, Kathy Sanchez at Cabin Fever Quilt Shoppe in Auburn, was amazing. She is highly creative, patient, funny and very artful (and diplomatic). She also has a way of knowing how to explain something complex so it makes sense. I would recommend this class and Kathy's instruction to anyone. In fact, I am taking another "Kathy" class in Landscapes at the end of April. I can't wait!
I will post the finished product when it's that - finished. It's still a work in progress, but OMG, have I learned a lot about quilting! Can't wait for my class next week. Back up to Cabin Fever in Auburn. These woman are just the most awesome people. The workshop was worth every dime and then some.